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Likutei Moharan 105:1/ליקוטי מוהר"ן ק״ה:א׳
אעָזִּי וְזִמְרָת יָהּ וַיְּהִי לִי לִישׁוּעָה (שירת הים שמות ט״ו:ב׳):
1“Azi veZimrat YaH (My might and the song of God;) it has brought me deliverance.” (Exodus 15:2)
בהִנֵּה הָעוֹלָם צְרִיכִין רַחֲמִים גְּדוֹלִים, הֵן בְּרוּחָנִיּוּת הֵן בְּגַשְׁמִי. וְכָל אֶחָד מְבַקֵּשׁ רַחֲמִים, וְאֵינוֹ יוֹדֵעַ הֵיכָן הוּא. וְהָרַחֲמִים הוּא לְעֵינֵי כֹּל, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב (דברים ל׳:י״א-י״ב): לֹא רְחוֹקָה הִיא וְלֹא בַשָּׁמַיִם וְכוּ'.
2Behold, humankind is in need of abundant mercy, both spiritually and physically. Although everyone seeks mercy, no one knows where it is. Yet mercy is right in front of everyone’s eyes, as it is written (Deuteronomy 30:11, 12), “it is not beyond your reach. It is not in heaven….”
גוְהִנֵּה אִיתָא בַּזֹּהַר (נשא דף קלז:): אִית רַחֲמִים וְאִית רַחֲמִים, אִית רַחֲמִים פְּשׁוּטִים דִּזְעֵיר אַנְפִּין, וְאִית רַחֲמִים גְּדוֹלִים דְּעַתִּיקָא סְתִימָאָה, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב (ישעיהו נ״ד:ז׳): וּבְרַחֲמִים גְּדוֹלִים אֲקַבְּצֵךְ.
3And see, it is brought in the Zohar (III, 137b): There is mercy and there is mercy. There is the simple mercy of Z’er Anpin, and there is the abundant mercy of Atika St imaah, as it is written (Isaiah 54:7), “and with abundant mercy I will gather you in.”
דוְאָנוּ צְרִיכִין רַחֲמִים, אַךְ בַּעֲווֹנֵינוּ הָרַבִּים בַּדּוֹר הַזֶּה אֵין מִי שֶׁיִּתְפַּלֵּל כָּךְ, שֶׁיּוּכַל לְהַמְשִׁיךְ הָרַחֲמִים, מֵחֲמַת שֶׁאֵין מִי שֶׁיַּכִּיר גְּדֻלַּת הַבּוֹרֵא כָּל כָּךְ, מִפְּנֵי גֹּדֶל הַגָּלוּת וְהַדַּחֲקוּת.
4<In this bitter exile> we are in need of mercy. However, on account of the many sins of the current generation, there isn’t anyone who can pray in the manner that would enable him to draw <abundant> mercy. This is because there is no one who sufficiently recognizes the greatness of the Creator, on account of the extensiveness of the exile and the duress.
הוְהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא בְּעַצְמוֹ צָרִיךְ לְהִתְפַּלֵּל עַל זֶה, כִּדְאִיתָא בַּגְּמָרָא (ברכות ז): מִנַּיִן שֶׁהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא מִתְפַּלֵּל, שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: וְשִׂמַּחְתִּים בְּבֵית תְּפִלָּתִי, תְּפִלָּתָם לֹא נֶאֱמַר אֶלָּא תְּפִלָּתִי, מִכָּאן שֶׁהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא מִתְפַּלֵּל. וּמַה מִּתְפַּלֵּל, יְהִי רָצוֹן וְכוּ'.
5Thus the Holy Blessed One must Himself pray for this, as we find in the Talmud (Berakhot 7a): From where do we know that the Holy One prays? For it is written (Isaiah 56:7), “I will make them joyful in the House of My prayer.” It does not say “their prayer,” but “My prayer.” From this [we learn] that the Holy One prays. And what does He pray? “May it be My will <that My mercy overcome My anger…>.”
ווּבַמֶּה יָכוֹל לָבוֹא שֶׁהוּא יִתְבָּרַךְ יִתְפַּלֵּל, עַל יְדֵי תּוֹרָה. כִּי בְּכָל אָדָם יֵשׁ בּוֹ חֵלֶק מִכְּלָלוּת כָּל הָעוֹלָמוֹת וְצֵרוּפִים, וּבְכָל מַה שֶּׁהוּא מְדַבֵּק אֶת עַצְמוֹ, לְשָׁם הוּא מְקַשֵּׁר חֶלְקוֹ. וּכְשֶׁהוּא הוֹלֵךְ אַחַר שְׁרִירוּת לִבּוֹ וְתַאֲוָתוֹ, הוּא מְקַשֵּׁר חֶלְקוֹ וְהָאוֹתִיּוֹת וְהַצֵּרוּפִים לְסִטְרָא אָחֳרָא, חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, וּמִתְבַּלְבְּלִים הָאוֹתִיּוֹת וְהַצֵּרוּפִים, וְהַדַּעַת גַּם כֵּן מִתְבַּלְבֵּל, וְהוּא גָּלוּת הַשְּׁכִינָה.
6And by what means <can we> bring <this> about, that the Blessed One <Himself> will pray <for that which was just mentioned>? That means is <repentance>. For every human has within him a part of the totality of all the worlds <and the letters permuted therein. This is the reason man is called a microcosm.> And to whatever he attaches himself, it is to there that he binds his portion <and all the letters>. Thus if he follows the whims of his heart and his desires, he binds his portion and the letters and permutations to the Other Side, God forbid. The letters and permutations then become jumbled, and daat, too, becomes confused. This is the exile of the Shekhinah (Divine Presence).
זוְכָל מִי שֶׁאֵין בּוֹ דַּעַת אֵין בּוֹ מִדַּת רַחֲמָנוּת, וּכְמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב (קהלת ז׳:ט׳): כַּעַס בְּחֵיק כְּסִילִים יָנוּחַ. לָכֵן כָּל מִי שֶׁאֵין בּוֹ דֵּעָה אָסוּר לְרַחֵם עָלָיו, כְּמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ רַבּוֹתֵינוּ זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה (ברכות לג), כִּי אֵין בּוֹ מִדַּת רַחֲמָנוּת. וּכְשֶׁשָּׁב בִּתְשׁוּבָה שְׁלֵמָה, יָשׁוּבוּ חֲלָקָיו מִכְּלָלִיּוּת הָעוֹלָמוֹת וְהָאוֹתִיּוֹת וְהַצֵּרוּפִים גַּם כֵּן לִמְקוֹמָן. וְאָז הַדַּעַת שָׁלֵם, וּמִתְעוֹרֵר רַחֲמָנוּת.
7Now, whoever lacks daat, lacks the trait of mercy, as it is written (Ecclesia st es 7:9), “anger abides in the bosom of fools”—therefore, it is forbidden to show mercy to someone who lacks daat, as our Sages, of blessed memory, taught (Berakhot 33a). This is because he himself lacks the trait of mercy. But when he returns in complete repentance, his portion from the totality of the worlds and the letters and permutations likewise return to their place. Daat is then whole, and <the trait of> mercy is awakened <in him>.
חכְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב (דברים ל׳:ג׳): וְשָׁב ה' אֱלֹקֶיךָ אֶת שְׁבוּתְךָ (עיין תרגום שם), דְּהַיְנוּ הַחֵלֶק מִכְּלָלִיּוּת הָעוֹלָמוֹת אֲשֶׁר שָׁם שָׁבוּי, אֲזַי: וְרִחֲמֶךָ; כִּי הַדַּעַת שָׁלֵם, כְּמוֹ שֶׁאָמְרוּ חֲכָמֵינוּ זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה (מגילה יב:) עַל הַפָּסוּק: וּבַגּוֹלָה לֹא הָלַךְ, שֶׁכָּל דָּבָר שֶׁהוּא בִּמְקוֹמוֹ דַּעְתּוֹ שָׁלֵם.
8{“Then God your Lord will return et shevutekha (your captivity) and have mercy upon you, and He will bring you back together from all the peoples to which God your Lord has scattered you” (Deuteronomy 30:3) .} This is as it is written, “Then God your Lord will return”—<this alludes to his portion from the totality of the worlds>—“et SheVuTkha”—<that is, through your TeShuVah (repentance)>—and so “have mercy upon you,” because [your] daat is whole. This is as our Sages, of blessed memory, taught concerning the verse “nor has he gone into exile” (Jeremiah 48:11)—anything that is in its place, its daat is whole (Megillah 12b).
טוְעִקַּר הַתְּשׁוּבָה תּוֹלָה בַּתּוֹרָה. וְהִנֵּה בְּכָל דָּבָר שֶׁבִּקְדֻשָּׁה יֵשׁ בּוֹ שְׁלֹשָׁה דְּבָרִים: עִבּוּר, יְנִיקָה, מֹחִין. כִּי כָּל זְמַן שֶׁהַדָּבָר בְּכֹחַ נִקְרָא עִבּוּר, [כִּי הוּא נֶעְלָם. וּכְשֶׁבָּא מִכֹּחַ אֶל הַפֹּעַל נִקְרָא] לֵדָה וִינִיקָה. וּכְשֶׁפָּשַׁט הַדָּבָר לַעֲשׂוֹת הַפְּעֻלָּה הַצְּרִיכָה, אֲזַי נִקְרָא מֹחִין.
9Now, repentance depends primarily on the Torah. It is the case that every holy thing involves three stages: ebur (pregnancy), yenikah (nursing) and < mochin d’gadlut (mature mentalities)>. The entire time the thing is in potential is called “pregnancy.” <Going> from potential to actual is called “birth and nursing.” And when the thing progresses to produce the required action, it is then called “mature mentalities.”
יוּכְשֶׁלּוֹמֵד תּוֹרָה גַּם כֵּן צְרִיכִין לִהְיוֹת בּוֹ שְׁלֹשָׁה דְּבָרִים הַנַּ"ל. כִּי כְּשֶׁיּוֹשֵׁב לִלְמֹד, וְנוֹתֵן מַחֲשַׁבְתּוֹ וְלִבּוֹ בְּהַתּוֹרָה, וּמִתְעַלֵּם בָּהּ, נִקְרָא עִבּוּר, כִּי הוּא מִתְעַלֵּם בָּהּ כְּעֻבָּר בִּמְעֵי אִמּוֹ. וּכְשֶׁלּוֹמֵד הַתּוֹרָה וּמֵבִין בָּהּ, נִקְרָא לֵדָה וִינִיקָה, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב (משלי ה׳:י״ט): דַּדֶּיהָ יְרַוֻּךָ בְכָל עֵת. וְאַחַר כָּךְ כְּשֶׁמֵּבִין דָּבָר מִתּוֹךְ דָּבָר וְרוֹצֶה לְחַדֵּשׁ בָּהּ, נִקְרָא מֹחִין. כִּדְאִיתָא בַּגְּמָרָא (ירושלמי ר"ה פ' ראוהו בי"ד) עַל פָּסוּק: מִמֶּרְחָק תָּבִיא לַחְמָהּ, כִּי הַתּוֹרָה נִקְרָא עֲנִיָּה בִּמְקוֹמָהּ וַעֲשִׁירָה בְּמָקוֹם אַחֵר, שֶׁצָּרִיךְ לְהָבִיא רְאָיָה מִמָּקוֹם אַחֵר, וּלְכָךְ נִקְרָא חָכְמָה, עַל דֶּרֶךְ (קהלת ז׳:כ״ג): אָמַרְתִּי אֶחְכָּמָה וְהִיא רְחוֹקָה מִמֶּנִּי.
10Thus when a person studies Torah, he must likewise incorporate these three stages. His sitting down to study and putting his mind and heart to the Torah, concealing himself within it, is called “pregnancy,” because he conceals himself like a fetus in its mother’s womb. His studying and understanding the Torah is called “birth and nursing,” as it is written (Proverbs 5:19), “her breasts will satisfy you at all times.” And afterwards, when he understands one thing from another and looks to formulate new insight into [the Torah], it is called “[mature] mentalities.” This is as is brought in the Talmud concerning the verse “she brings her food from afar” (ibid. 31:14)—for the Torah is called “poor” in its place and “rich” elsewhere (Yerushalmi, Rosh HaShanah 3:5). He has to bring a proof from a different place. This is why it is called “wisdom,” in the manner of “I thought I would be wise, but it is far from me” (Ecclesia st es 7:23).
יאנִמְצָא כְּשֶׁמֵּבִין דָּבָר מִתּוֹךְ דָּבָר נִקְרָא מֹחִין, הַיְנוּ חָכְמָה. וּכְשֶׁלּוֹמֵד בְּאֹפֶן זֶה, אָז הִיא תְּשׁוּבָה גְּמוּרָה, וּמְקַשֵּׁר הָאוֹתִיּוֹת וְהַצֵּרוּפִים שֶׁבְּחֶלְקוֹ מִכְּלָלוּת הָעוֹלָמוֹת אֶל שָׁרְשָׁן וְאֶל מְקוֹמָן, וְנַעֲשֶׂה בְּרִיָּה חֲדָשָׁה. וְאָז הַדַּעַת שָׁלֵם, וּמִתְעוֹרֵר רַחֲמָנוּת:
11Thus it is that a person’s ability to understand one thing from another is called “mentalities”—namely, wisdom. And when he studies in this manner, his repentance is consummate. He binds the letters and the permutations in his portion of the totality of the worlds to their root and place, and so becomes a new person. Daat is then whole and mercy is awakened.