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Likutei Moharan 22:12/ליקוטי מוהר"ן כ״ב:י״ב
אוְזֶה פֵּרוּשׁ הַמִּשְׁנָה (אבות פ"ה): יְהוּדָה בֶּן תֵּימָא אוֹמֵר: הֱוֵי עַז כַּנָּמֵר וְכוּ'. נִמְצָא, שֶׁמַּזְהִיר עַל עַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה, שֶׁצָּרִיךְ הָאָדָם שֶׁיִּהְיֶה עַז כַּנָּמֵר כְּנֶגֶד כָּל הַקָּמִים כְּנֶגְדּוֹ לִמְנֹעַ אוֹתוֹ, חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, מֵעֲבוֹדָתוֹ. וְתֵכֶף וּמִיָּד מְבֹאָר שָׁם גֹּדֶל הַפְּגָם וְהָאִסּוּר שֶׁל הָעַזּוּת פָּנִים דְּסִטְרָא־אָחֳרָא, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב שָׁם: הוּא הָיָה אוֹמֵר: עַז פָּנִים לְגֵיהִנֹּם וְכוּ'.
112. {“Rabbi Yehudah ben Teima says: ‘Be bold as a leopard….’ He would say, ‘The brazen-faced person [is de st ined] for Gehennom, whereas a shamefaced person [is de st ined] for the Garden of Eden. May it be Your will God our Lord that You con st ruct Your city speedily in our lifetime, and grant us our share in Your Torah’” (Avot 5:23, 4).} This is the explanation of the Mishnah: “Rabbi Yehudah ben Teima says: ‘Be bold as a leopard….’” We can conclude from this that he was alerting to [the importance of] holy boldness. A person must be “bold as a leopard” in the face of all those who stand up against him to prevent him from his service, God forbid. He then promptly and immediately explains there [in the Mishnah] the seriousness of the blemish and the prohibition of brazenness of the Other Side. As it is written there: “He would say: ‘A brazen-faced person [is destined] for Gehennom (hell).’”
בוְאִם כֵּן אֶפְשָׁר לִטְעוֹת, חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, כִּי בְּהֶכְרֵחַ צְרִיכִין לְעַזּוּת בִּשְׁבִיל הַקְּדֻשָּׁה כַּנַּ"ל, כִּי אִי אֶפְשָׁר לְהִתְקָרֵב אֶל הַקְּדֻשָּׁה בֶּאֱמֶת כִּי אִם עַל־יְדֵי עַזּוּת כַּנַּ"ל, וּכְמוֹ שֶׁאָמַר הוּא עַצְמוֹ: הֱוֵי עַז כַּנָּמֵר; וּמִצַּד אַחֵר הָעַזּוּת רַע מְאֹד, הַיְנוּ מִי שֶׁהוּא עַזּוּת־פָּנִים שֶׁלֹּא בִּשְׁבִיל הַקְּדֻשָּׁה (מִכָּל שֶׁכֵּן מִי שֶׁהוּא עַז־פָּנִים כְּנֶגֶד הַקְּדֻשָּׁה, שֶׁמֵּעֵיז פָּנִים נֶגֶד יִרְאֵי ה' וְכַיּוֹצֵא), שֶׁזֶּה הָעַזּוּת רַע מְאֹד, כִּי עַז־פָּנִים לְגֵיהִנֹּם.
2If so, it is possible to err, God forbid. It is certainly necessary to possess boldness for the sake of holiness, as explained. This is because it is impossible to truly draw closer to holiness except through boldness. As he himself said: “Be bold as a leopard.” Yet, on the other hand, brazenness is very evil. This is someone who is bold not for the sake of holiness {and all the more so when he is brazen against holiness, acting brazenly towards those who fear God, and the like}. Such brazenness is very evil, for “a brazen-faced person [is destined] for hell.”
גוְאִם כֵּן, נָפַל פּוּתָא בְּבֵירָא, כִּי אֵין יוֹדְעִין אֵיךְ לְהִתְנַהֵג – עַל זֶה בִּקֵּשׁ הַתַּנָּא: יְהִי רָצוֹן שֶׁתִּבְנֶה עִירְךָ בִּמְהֵרָה בְּיָמֵינוּ (שֶׁלִּכְאוֹרָה הוּא פְּלִיאָה גְּדוֹלָה וְכָל אָדָם מִשְׁתּוֹמֵם עַל זֶה: מַה סְּמִיכוּת יֵשׁ לִתְפִלָּה זֹאת לְהַקּוֹדֵם, וְגַם אֵין דֶּרֶךְ הַמִּשְׁנָה לְהִתְפַּלֵּל תְּפִלָּה וּבַקָּשָׁה בְּאֶמְצַע דְּבָרָיו, אַךְ עַתָּה מְבֹאָר הֵיטֵב),
3And if so, [it is like] “a bouquet of medicinal herbs that fell in a pit” (Shabbat 66b) —for it is not clear how we should conduct ourselves [with this quality]. Regarding this, the Sage [Rabbi Yehudah ben Teima] requested: “May it be Your will that You construct Your city speedily in our lifetime.” {On the face of it, this is a great wonder and everyone is puzzled by this. What relationship does this prayer have to what preceded it? In addition, it is not the style of the Mishnah to offer a prayer and a request in the middle of its text. Yet, now, it is very clear.}
דהַיְנוּ שֶׁהִתְפַּלֵּל, שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לֵידַע אֵיךְ לְהִתְנַהֵג בְּעִנְיַן הָעַזּוּת, הַיְנוּ שֶׁלֹּא יִהְיֶה לוֹ שׁוּם עַזּוּת דְּסִטְרָא־ אָחֳרָא, רַק שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה שֶׁיִּהְיֶה לוֹ עַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה, שֶׁעַל־יָדוֹ נִבְנֶה יְרוּשָׁלַיִם קִרְיָה נֶאֱמָנָה, הַיְנוּ שֶׁזּוֹכִין לֶאֱמוּנָה עַל־יְדֵי זֶה הָעַזּוּת, כַּמְבֹאָר לְעֵיל, שֶׁאִי אֶפְשָׁר לְהִתְקָרֵב לְהַצַּדִּיקִים אֲמִתִּיִּים, שֶׁהֵם בְּחִינוֹת כְּלָלִיּוּת שִׁבְעָה רוֹעִים, שֶׁהֵם כְּלָלִיּוּת הַקְּדֻשָּׁה, שֶׁעִקַּר הָאֱמוּנָה נִמְשָׁךְ עַל־יָדָם, כִּי אִם עַל־יְדֵי עַזּוּת כַּנַּ"ל. וְזֶהוּ: יְהִי רָצוֹן שֶׁתִּבְנֶה עִירְךָ בִּמְהֵרָה בְיָמֵינוּ, הַיְנוּ שֶׁיִּהְיֶה הָעַזּוּת עַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה, שֶׁמִּמֶּנּוּ נִבְנֶה יְרוּשָׁלַיִם קִרְיָה נֶאֱמָנָה, כַּנַּ"ל.
4In other words, he prayed that he merit knowing how to conduct himself in the matter of boldness. That is, [he asked] that he not have any brazenness of the Other Side, but instead merit to possess holy boldness through which Jerusalem “a faithful city” is constructed. As explained earlier, one merits faith through this boldness. For it is impossible to draw closer to the true tzaddikim—who are the embodiment of the Seven Shepherds, the embodiment of holiness, for the principal faith is drawn through them—except by means of boldness, as above. And thus, “May it be Your will that You construct Your city speedily in our lifetime.” In other words, that the boldness be holy boldness, from which Jerusalem “a faithful city” is constructed.
האַךְ לָבוֹא לָזֶה הוּא עַל־יְדֵי וְתֵן חֶלְקֵנוּ בְּתוֹרָתֶךָ, הַיְנוּ עַל־יְדֵי שֶׁמַּשִּׂיגִין בְּחִינַת נַעֲשֶׂה וְנִשְׁמָע – שֶׁעוֹשִׂין מֵהַנִּשְׁמָע נַעֲשֶׂה, מִתּוֹרַת ה' – תּוֹרָתוֹ, דְּהַיְנוּ שֶׁזּוֹכֶה לְהַשִּׂיג תּוֹרַת ה' כַּנַּ"ל.
5Yet, this is [only] achieved through: “Grant us our share in Your Torah.” That is, by attaining the concept of “we will do and we will hear”—making the “we will hear” into “we will do”—”the Torah of God” becomes “his Torah.” In other words, he merits comprehending the Torah of God, as above.
ווְזֶהוּ: וְתֵן חֶלְקֵנוּ בְּתוֹרָתֶךָ – שֶׁיִּהְיֶה חֶלְקֵנוּ, שֶׁהוּא הַחֵלֶק שֶׁלָּנוּ בְּהַתּוֹרָה, הַיְנוּ בְּחִינַת תּוֹרָתוֹ, בְּחִינַת נַעֲשֶׂה, בְּתוֹרָתֶךָ – הַיְנוּ תּוֹרַת ה' מַמָּשׁ, הַיְנוּ שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לְהִכָּלֵל בְּאַיִן כַּנַּ"ל, שֶׁיִּזְכֶּה לְהַשִּׂיג תּוֹרַת ה', בְּחִינַת נִשְׁמָע, שֶׁעַל־יְדֵי־זֶה זוֹכִין לְשִׂמְחָה כַּנַּ"ל, שֶׁעַל־יְדֵי־זֶה זוֹכִין לְעַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה כַּנַּ"ל, בְּחִינַת: כִּי חֶדְוַת ה' הִיא מָעֻזְּכֶם כַּנַּ"ל.
6And thus, “Grant us our share in Your Torah.” “Our share,” which is our portion in the Torah—i.e., the concept of “his Torah,” corresponding to “we will do”—should become “in Your Torah”—i.e., the Torah of God itself. That is, he should merit being encompassed in nothingness, as explained. He should merit comprehending the “Torah of God”/”we will hear” through which one merits joy. Through this one merits holy boldness, corresponding to, “For the delight in God is your boldness.”
זוְזֶה: וּבשֶׁת פָּנִים לְגַן־עֵדֶן; כִּי בֶּאֱמֶת זֶה הָעַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה נִמְשָׁךְ מִבֹּשֶׁת, כִּי לְעַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה זוֹכִין עַל־יְדֵי שִׂמְחָה וְחֶדְוָה, בְּחִינַת: כִּי חֶדְוַת ה' הִיא מָעֻזְּכֶם כַּנַּ"ל, וּלְחֶדְוַת ה' זוֹכִין עַל־יְדֵי בְּחִינַת נַעֲשֶׂה וְנִשְׁמַע כַּנַּ"ל.
7And this is: “A shamefaced person [is destined] for the Garden of Eden.” This is because the truth is that holy boldness stems from embarrassment. For holy boldness is merited through joy and delight, corresponding to, “For the delight in God is your boldness.” And one merits to “delight in God” through the concept of “we will do and we will hear,” as explained.
חוְעִקַּר שְׁלֵמוּת הַשִּׂמְחָה הוּא עַל־יְדֵי יִרְאָה, שֶׁהִיא בְּחִינַת נִשְׁמַע, בְּחִינַת תְּפִלָּה כַּנַּ"ל, וְיִרְאָה הִיא בֹּשֶׁת, יָרֵא בּשֶׁת, נִמְצָא שֶׁזֶּה הָעַזּוּת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה נִמְשָׁךְ מִבּשֶׁת. וְזֶה: וּבֹשֶׁת פָּנִים לְגַן־עֵדֶן, כִּי הָעַזּוּת הַזֹּאת דִּקְדֻשָּׁה, שֶׁהוּא בְּחִינַת בּשֶׁת, הוּא בְּחִינַת עֵדֶן, בְּחִינַת עֵדֶן עִלָּאָה וְכוּ', שֶׁהוּא בְּחִינַת נִשְׁמָע, בְּחִינַת יִרְאָה, בְּחִינַת תְּפִלָּה כַּנַּ"ל.
8Now, the principal completeness of joy is through fear/”we will hear”/prayer. And fear is embarrassment— yarei boshet. Thus, this holy boldness stems from embarrassment. Hence, “A shamefaced person [is destined] for the Garden of Eden.” For this boldness of holiness, which is synonymous with embarrassment, corresponds to Eden—Upper Eden, which corresponds to “we will hear”/fear/prayer.
טוְלָבוֹא לָעַזּוּת הַזֹּאת, הִתְפַּלֵּל: יְהִי רָצוֹן שֶׁתִּבְנֶה עִירְךָ וְכוּ' כַּנַּ"ל:
9So, in order to come to this boldness, he prayed: “May it be Your will that You construct Your city speedily in our lifetime,” as above.