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Likutei Moharan 38:7/ליקוטי מוהר"ן ל״ח:ז׳
אז וְזֶה שֶׁסִּפֵּר הַתַּנָּא (בכורות נז:): אֶרֶז נָפַל בִּמְקוֹמֵנוּ, וְעָבְרוּ עָלָיו י"ו (שִׁשָּׁה־עָשָׂר) קְרָנוֹת עַל חֻדּוֹ.
17. This is what the Talmudic Sage related: A cedar fell in our vicinity, and sixteen wagons went across its edge (Bekhorot 57b).
בכִּי יָדוּעַ, שֶׁהַצַּדִּיק שֶׁעוֹבֵד אֶת ה' בִּדְבֵקוּת גָּדוֹל וּבְשֵׂכֶל גָּדוֹל, כְּשֶׁנּוֹפֵל לְאֵיזֶה מַדְרֵגָה פְּחוּתָה מִמֶּנָּה, אַף־עַל־פִּי שֶׁזֹּאת הַמַּדְרֵגָה שֶׁהוּא עַכְשָׁו בָּהּ, גַּם הִיא מַדְרֵגָה גְּדוֹלָה לְעֵרֶךְ שְׁאָר הַצַּדִּיקִים, אֲבָל מֵחֲמַת שֶׁלְּפִי עֶרְכּוֹ הֲוֵי לֵהּ נְפִילָה, הוּא מִתְבַּיֵּשׁ בְּזֶה הַמַּדְרֵגָה כְּאִלּוּ חָטָא אֵיזֶה חֵטְא, וְעוֹשֶׂה תְּשׁוּבָה עַל־זֶה כְּאִלּוּ חָטָא, וּבָא עַל־יְדֵי־זֶה לְבוּשָׁה גְּדוֹלָה, הַיְנוּ בְּחִינַת תְּפִלִּין, בְּחִינַת: אָז תָּבִין יִרְאַת ה'; וּבָא לִבְחִינַת יְדִיעָה חֲדָשָׁה וְהַכָּרָה.
2For it is known of the tzaddik who serves God with great attachment and intellect that <sometimes>, when he falls to a lower level than that, then even though his present level is still a great level in comparison with other tzaddikim, he is nevertheless embarrassed by this level. This is because for someone of his esteem, it is a fall. It is as if he committed a <serious> transgression, and he repents for this as if he had sinned. Through this he comes to great embarrassment—i.e., the aspect of tefilin, corresponding to “Then you will understand the fear of God”—and he comes to an aspect of new awareness and recognition.
גוְעִקַּר הֶאָרַת הַתְּפִלִּין בָּאִים עַל־יְדֵי הַלּוּחוֹת, כַּמּוּבָא (בזוהר בראשית וכי תשא הנ"ל): כְּשֶׁאָמְרוּ יִשְׂרָאֵל נַעֲשֶׂה וְנִשְׁמַע, זָכוּ לַחֲגִירַת זַיְנָא עִלָּאָה. וּמֹשֶׁה זָכָה לְקֵרוּן עוֹר פָּנִים, מֵאוֹר הַלּוּחוֹת, כִּי הֵם הַמֹּחִין בְּעַצְמָן, כִּי עַל־יְדֵי חִדּוּד הַשֵּׂכֶל בַּתּוֹרָה נִתְחַדְּדוּ הַמֹּחִין, וְנִתּוֹסֵף בּוֹ הַכָּרָה וּמִתְבַּיֵּשׁ בְּיוֹתֵר. וְהַלּוּחוֹת הֵם שֹׁרֶשׁ הַתּוֹרָה, וְנִקְרָאִים י"ו, עַל־שֵׁם עֲשֶׂרֶת הַדִּבְּרוֹת, וְאָרְכָּן וָאו וְרָחְבָּן וָאו (ב"ב יד),
3Now, the primary light of the tefilin comes from the Tablets. As is brought: When the Jewish people said (Exodus 24:7), “We will do and we will hear,” they merited a supernal coat of armor. And from the Tablets’ light Moshe merited a radiance of the facial skin, because [the Tablets] are the mentalities themselves. For by sharpening the intellect through the Torah, the mentalities are sharpened. One gains <added perception in recognizing God> and becomes exceedingly embarrassed <before God. This is because> the Tablets are the root of the Torah. They are called yod vav: < yod> because of the Ten Commandments, < vav because the Tablets were> six handbreadths long by six handbreadths wide.
דוְהַצַּדִּיק נִקְרָא אֶרֶז בַּלְּבָנוֹן.
4And the tzaddik is called “a cedar in Lebanon,” <as is written (Psalms 92:13), “The tzaddik will bloom like a date palm, like a cedar in Lebanon….”>
הוְזֶה שֶׁסִּפֵּר הַתַּנָּא בְּשִׁבְחוֹ שֶׁל הַצַּדִּיק, שֶׁהָיָה צַדִּיק בְּדוֹרוֹ, וְנָפַל בִּמְקוֹמֵנוּ, כִּי בְּוַדַּאי מַדְרֵגַת הַתַּנָּא הָיְתָה גַּם כֵּן גְּדוֹלָה, אֲבָל לְפִי עֵרֶךְ הַצַּדִּיק הָיְתָה נְפִילָה. וְעָבְרוּ – לְשׁוֹן הִתְגַּלּוּת, כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתוּב (שמות י״ב:כ״ג): וְעָבַר ה' לִנְגֹּף אֶת מִצְרַיִם; וְתִרְגֵּם אֻנְקְלוֹס: וְאִתְגְּלִי. י"ו קְרָנוֹת עַל חֻדּוֹ – הַיְנוּ עַל־יְדֵי חִדּוּד שִׂכְלוֹ וְחִדּוּשׁ שִׂכְלוֹ, שֶׁקִּבֵּל עַל־יְדֵי הַתּוֹרָה שֶׁנִּקְרָא י"ו כַּנַּ"ל, נִתְגַּלֶּה קֵרוּן עוֹר הַפָּנִים, הַיְנוּ בּוּשָׁה, בְּחִינַת תְּפִלִּין.
5This is what the Talmudic Sage related in praise of the tzaddik, a tzaddik of his generation, who “fell in our vicinity.” Certainly the level of the Talmudic Sage was also great, however, vis-à-vis the tzaddik it was a fall. <This is “in our vicinity.”> “Went across” implies a revelation, as is written (Exodus 12:23), “Then God will cross through to strike Egypt.” Onkelos renders this as “will reveal Himself.” “Yod vav (16) wagons [went across] its ChuD (edge)”—in other words, through the ChiDud (sharpening) and renewal of his intellect that he received from the Torah, which is called yod vav, the KeiRuN (radiance) of the facial skin/embarrassment/ tefilin is revealed. <This is the aspect of the above mentioned KRaNot (wagons).>
וגַּם הַקָּדוֹשׁ־ בָּרוּךְ־הוּא נִקְרָא מְקוֹמוֹ שֶׁל עוֹלָם. וְזֶה פֵּרוּשׁ: נָפַל בִּמְקוֹמֵנוּ; שֶׁנָּפַל לְהַשָּׂגוֹת אֱלֹקוּת לְפִי הַשָּׂגָתֵנוּ, הֲגַם שֶׁגַּם הַשָּׂגָתֵנוּ גְּדוֹלָה, אֲבָל לְפִי עֶרְכּוֹ הֲוֵי לֵהּ נְפִילָה, שֶׁשָּׁב בִּתְשׁוּבָה, וּמִתְבַּיֵּשׁ בְּהַשָּׂגָתֵנוּ.
6In addition, the Holy One is called “Makom of the world.” This is the explanation of “fell in our makom (vicinity).” He fell to a perception of God that was equivalent to our perception. And although our perception was also outstanding, yet commensurate with his esteem it was a fall, so that he engaged in repentance and was embarrassed by our perception.
זוְזֶה פֵּרוּשׁ: בְּרֵאשִׁית – יָרֵא בֹּשֶׁת, כִּי הַיִּרְאָה הוּא הַבּוּשָׁה. תַּמָּן רָאשֵׁי תַּמָּן בַּת, אֵלֶּה רָאשֵׁי בֵית אֲבוֹתָם (שמות ו׳:י״ד), הַיְנוּ תְּלָת גְּוָנִין דְּעֵינָא בַּת עַיִן, רָמַז מְקוֹם הַתְּפִלִּין, וּלְטוֹטָפוֹת בֵּין עֵינֶיךָ (שם יג), וּתְלָת גְּוָנִין דְּעֵינָא וּבַת עַיִן, הֵם אַרְבַּע פָּרָשִׁיּוֹת:
7This is the explanation of BeRAiShYT: YaRAi BoSheT. This is because YiRAh (fear) is BuShah (embarrassment). <For in BeRAiShYT,> RASheY is there, and BaT is there. < Rashey is an aspect of> “rashey (heads) of their patriarchal houses” (Exodus 6:14). <The patriarchs are> the three colors of the eye; < bat is the> bat (pupil) of the eye. This hints to the place of the tefilin, <corresponding to> “a frontlet between your eyes” (Exodus 13:16). And so the three colors of the eye and the pupil are the four sections [of tefilin] <that we merit [through] BeRAiShYT: YaRAi BoSheT, as explained.>