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Likutei Moharan, Part II 37:1/ליקוטי מוהר"ן·תנינא ל״ז:א׳

אמִמְתִים יָדְךָ ה' מִמְתִים מֵחֶלֶד וְכוּ'. אֲנִי בְּצֶדֶק אֶחֱזֶה פָנֶיךָ וְכוּ' (תהילים י״ז:י״ד).
1“From those who die by Your hand, O God, from those who die of old age [—those whose portion is in life, and Your concealed treasure fills their bellies; they are sated with children and leave their excesses to their young]. As for me, in righteousness, I will behold Your face; [I will be sated, upon awakening, by Your image].” (Psalms 17:14-15)
בהַכְּלָל – שֶׁעִקָּר הַתַּכְלִית הוּא רַק לַעֲבֹד וְלֵילֵךְ בְּדַרְכֵי ה' לִשְׁמוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, כְּדֵי לִזְכּוֹת לְהַכִּיר אוֹתוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ וְלָדַעַת אוֹתוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, שֶׁזֶּהוּ עִקָּר הַתַּכְלִית, וְזֶהוּ רְצוֹנוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, שֶׁאֲנַחְנוּ נַכִּיר אוֹתוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ. וְאֵין רָאוּי לָאָדָם שֶׁיִּהְיֶה לוֹ כַּוָּנָה אַחֶרֶת בַּעֲבוֹדָתוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, כִּי־אִם לְמַלְאוֹת רְצוֹנוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, שֶׁאָמַר וְנַעֲשָׂה רְצוֹנוֹ.
2The rule is: The ultimate goal is nothing other than to serve and go in God’s ways for His sake, in order to merit recognizing God and knowing Him. This is the ultimate goal and it is God’s Will that we recognize Him. Nor is it fitting for a person to have any other intention in his service to God, other than to fulfill His Will; that He declared and His Will was done.
גכִּי יֵשׁ מִי שֶׁעוֹבֵד כָּל יָמָיו וְרוֹדֵף אַחַר תַּאֲווֹת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה, כְּדֵי לְמַלְאוֹת בִּטְנוֹ וּכְרֵסוֹ בְּתַאֲו‍ֹות עוֹלָם הַזֶּה. וְיֵשׁ מִי שֶׁעוֹבֵד וּמִשְׁתַּדֵּל, כְּדֵי לִזְכוֹת לָעוֹלָם הַבָּא, וְגַם זֶהוּ נִקְרָא מִלּוּי בֶּטֶן, שֶׁרוֹצֶה לְמַלְאוֹת בִּטְנוֹ וְתַאֲוָתוֹ עִם עוֹלָם הַבָּא.
3For one person works throughout his life and pursues the desires of this world in order to fill his belly with worldly pleasures. Another works hard at serving God in order to merit the World to Come. This, too, is called filling the belly; he wants to fill his belly and desire with the World to Come.
דוְזֶהוּ בְּחִינוֹת: חֶלְקָם בַּחַיִּים וּצְפוּנְךָ תְּמַלֵּא בִטְנָם. חֶלְקָם בַּחַיִּים וּצְפוּנְךָ – הַיְנוּ הֵן אוֹתָן שֶׁבּוֹחֲרִין חֶלְקָם בַּחַיִּים, דְּהַיְנוּ לְמַלְאוֹת תַּאֲוָתָם בְּחַיִּים חִיּוּתָם בָּעוֹלָם הַזֶּה, וְהֵן אוֹתָן שֶׁבּוֹחֲרִין בְּרֹב טוּב הַצָּפוּן, דְּהַיְנוּ עוֹלָם הַבָּא, וְזֶהוּ: וּצְפוּנְךָ, שֶׁבּוֹחֲרִין בַּטּוֹב הַצָּפוּן, דְּהַיְנוּ עוֹלָם הַבָּא, וּשְׁנֵיהֶם הֵם בְּחִינַת מִלּוּי בֶּטֶן כַּנַּ"ל:
4This is the concept of “those whose portion is in life, and Your concealed treasure fills their bellies.” “Those whose portion is in life, and Your concealed treasure”—i.e., those who choose as “their portion in life” to satisfy their desires with the life of this world, and also those who choose the abundant good that is concealed, namely, the World to Come. This is “Your concealed treasure”—they choose the concealed good, i.e., the World to Come. Both of these are the concept of filling the belly.
הוְזֶהוּ: חֶלְקָם בְּחַיִּים וּצְפוּנְךָ – תְּמַלֵּא בִטְנָם, שֶׁאֵלּוּ שְׁתֵּי הַכִּתּוֹת, הֵן הַבּוֹחֲרִין בָּעוֹלָם הַזֶּה וְהֵן הָעוֹבְדִין בִּשְׁבִיל הָעוֹלָם הַבָּא, שֶׁהֵם בְּחִינוֹת חֶלְקָם בַּחַיִּים וּצְפוּנְךָ, כַּנַּ"ל – שְׁנֵיהֶם הֵם בִּבְחִינַת תְּמַלֵּא בִטְנָם, שֶׁרוֹצִים לְמַלְאוֹת בִּטְנָם וְתַאֲוָתָם; זֶה – בָּעוֹלָם הַזֶּה, וְזֶה – בָּעוֹלָם הַבָּא.
5And this is “whose portion is in life, and Your concealed treasure fills their bellies.” These two groups, those who choose this world as well as those who serve God to attain the World to Come—the concept of “whose portion is in life” and “Your concealed treasure”—are both in the category of “fills their bellies.” They want to fill their bellies and their desires; one, with this world, and the other, with the World to Come.
ורַק שֶׁזֶּה הַבּוֹחֵר בָּעוֹלָם הַבָּא הוּא חָכָם יוֹתֵר, שֶׁבּוֹחֵר בְּעוֹלָם עוֹמֵד, הַקַּיָּם וְהַנִּצְחִי, וּמְמָאֵס עוֹלָם הַזֶּה, שֶׁהוּא עוֹבֵר וְכָלֶה. וְגַם בֶּאֱמֶת בְּוַדַּאי טוֹב יוֹתֵר הַרְבֵּה לַעֲבֹד ה', אֲפִלּוּ אִם עוֹבֵד בִּשְׁבִיל עוֹלָם הַבָּא, אַךְ אַף־עַל־פִּי־כֵן גַּם זֶה נִקְרָא בְּחִינַת מִלּוּי בֶּטֶן כַּנַּ"ל.
6Just that the one who chooses the World to Come is smarter, because he chooses a world which is permanent—it is everlasting and it is eternal—and he disdains this world, which is fleeting and perishes. And though it is actually certainly much better to serve God even for the sake of the World to Come, nevertheless, it, too, is called filling the belly.
זוְזֶהוּ: יִשְׂבְּעוּ בָנִים – שֶׁהַשְּׂבִיעָה שֶׁלָּהֶם הוּא בָּנִים, כְּדֶרֶךְ הָעוֹלָם, שֶׁכָּל עֲבוֹדָתָם הוּא כְּדֵי לְהַשְׁאִיר יְרֻשָּׁה לְבָנָיו.
7And this is “they are sated with children”—their satiation is children. All their effort is in order to leave an inheritance for their children.
חוּבֶאֱמֶת מִי שֶׁאֵינוֹ אִישׁ קָדוֹשׁ, וְרוֹדֵף אַחַר תַּאֲווֹת, וּמַנִּיחַ מָמוֹנוֹ לְבָנָיו, הוּא כְּמוֹ מִי שֶׁמְּלַכְלֵךְ עַצְמוֹ בְּטִנּוּף, וְלוֹקֵחַ טִנּוּף וּמְכַסֶּה עַל הַטִּנּוּף. כִּי בֶּאֱמֶת מָמוֹן דִּקְדֻשָּׁה הוּא גָּבוֹהַּ מְאֹד, וְיֵשׁ בּוֹ כַּמָּה בְּחִינוֹת גְּבוֹהוֹת וּקְדוֹשׁוֹת עֶלְיוֹנוֹת מְאֹד, כַּמְבֹאָר בְּמָקוֹם אַחֵר. אֲבָל הַמָּמוֹן שֶׁל תַּאֲוַת עוֹלָם הַזֶּה הוּא מוֹתָרוֹת, שֶׁנִּשְׁאָר מִן הָאָדָם מוֹתָרוֹת, אַחַר שֶׁמִּלֵּא תַּאֲוָתוֹ בָּעוֹלָם הַזֶּה, וְהַמּוֹתָרוֹת אַחַר כָּל תַּאֲווֹתָיו הוּא הַמָּמוֹן שֶׁנִּשְׁאָר אַחֲרָיו.
8In fact, a person who lacks holiness and pursues pleasures and leaves his money for his children is like someone who soils himself with filth and then takes [more] filth to cover the filth. For, in truth, money that is associated with holiness is very lofty and manifests many very exalted and holy aspects, as is explained elsewhere. Nevertheless, the money associated with worldly pleasures is extraneous matter. What remains of a person after satisfying his appetite in this world is extraneous matter. The extraneous matter remaining after all his pleasures is the money he leaves behind.
טגַּם הַבָּנִים שֶׁאֵינָם נוֹלָדִים בִּקְדֻשָּׁה, הֵם גַם־כֵּן מוֹתָרוֹת מַמָּשׁ, כִּי הֵם בָּאִים מִמּוֹתָרוֹת וְסִרְחוֹן וַעֲכִירַת הַמֹּחַ שֶׁיּוֹצֵא לַחוּץ, וּמִזֶּה נִתְהַוּוּ הַבָּנִים, בְּחִינַת (אבות פ"ג) טִפָּה סְרוּחָה, סִרְחוֹן מַמָּשׁ. וּבִשְׁבִיל זֶה נִקְרָאִים הַבָּנִים עוֹלְלִים, לְשׁוֹן טִנוּף, כִּי עוֹלֵל פֵּרֵשׁ רַשִׁ"י (תהלים ח): טִנוּף וְלִכְלוּךְ, וְכַנַּ"ל.
9So, too, are the children not born in holiness. They are also quite literally extraneous matter, because they stem from the mind’s extraneous matter, fetor and turbidity, which emerge. This produces children, the concept of “a fetid drop” (Avot 3:1)—literally, fetor. This is the reason the children are called olelim (young), which connotes filth, as in Rashi’s interpretation of olel (Psalms 8:3)—“filth and dirt,” and as mentioned above.
יוּמִי שֶׁמַּנִּיחַ בָּנִים כָּאֵלּוּ, הוּא גְּנַאי וּבִזָּיוֹן, כִּי הֵם בְּחִינוֹת מוֹתָרוֹת וְטִנּוּף, עַל־כֵּן הוּא רוֹצֶה לְכַסּוֹת אוֹתָם וּלְיַפּוֹת אוֹתָם עִם הַמָּמוֹן, שֶׁהוּא גַם־כֵּן מוֹתָרוֹת גָּמוּר, שֶׁנִּשְׁאָר אַחַר כָּל הַתַּאֲווֹת כַּנַּ"ל, וְזֶהוּ הַיְרֻשָּׁה שֶׁמַּשְׁאִיר לָהֶם אַחַר מוֹתוֹ, נִמְצָא שֶׁמְּכַסֶּה בְּטִנּוּף עַל טִנּוּף. וְזֶהוּ: יִשְׂבְּעוּ בָנִים – שֶׁהַשְּׂבִיעָה שֶׁלָּהֶם הוּא בָּנִים, שֶׁבִּשְׁבִילָם הֵם מְבַלִּים אֶת יְמֵיהֶם. וְהִנִּיחוּ יִתְרָם לְעוֹלְלֵיהֶם – שֶׁמְּכַסִּים בְּמוֹתָרוֹת עַל הָעוֹלְלִים, שֶׁהֵם גַם־כֵּן בְּחִינוֹת מוֹתָרוֹת כַּנַּ"ל, הַיְנוּ הַיְרֻשָּׁה שֶׁמַּנִּיחִים לַבָּנִים, שֶׁבִּשְׁבִיל זֶה מְבַלִּים יְמֵיהֶם כַּנַּ"ל.
10And when someone leaves such children, it is a disgrace and an embarrassment. This is because conceptually they are extraneous matter and filth. Consequently, he wants to mask and beautify them with the money, which is also entirely extraneous matter that remains after all the pleasures, as mentioned above. This is the inheritance he leaves them after his death. It follows, that he covers filth with filth. This is the meaning of “they are sated with children”—their satiation is children, for whom they waste their lives. “And leave their excesses to their young”—they mask the young in extraneous matter, who are likewise synonymous with extraneous matter. This is the inheritance which they leave their children, for which they waste their lives.