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Or HaChaim on Exodus 33:23/אור החיים על שמות ל״ג:כ״ג
אוְרָאִיתָ אֶת אֲחֹרָי וְגוֹ׳. הִנֵּה בְּאֵל עֶלְיוֹן לֹא יִתְיַחֵס אֵלָיו פָּנִים וְאָחוֹר, אֶלָּא כַּוָּנָתוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ הוּא לְצַד כִּי חַיּוּת הָעוֹלָמוֹת עוֹמֵד בְּחֵשֶׁק הִסְתַּכְּלוּת אוֹרוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ וְקִיּוּמוֹ הוּא הָאָדוֹן חַי הָעוֹלָמִים, וְדָבָר זֶה הוּא מִן הַנִּמְנָע שֶׁיָּכוֹל שׁוּם נִבְרָא לְהַבִּיט אֶל אוֹרוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, לָזֶה הֵכִין ה׳ וְעָשָׂה מַסְוֶה אֲשֶׁר דֶּרֶךְ שָׁם יַבִּיט, וְהוּא שֶׁקָּרָא אֲחוֹרַיִים, כְּמוֹ שֶׁעָשָׂה בְּחָכְמָתוֹ אֶת הָאָדָם הַגּוּף אֲחוֹרַיִים וְהַנֶּפֶשׁ פָּנִים לוֹ, וְהָרוּחַ פָּנִים לַנֶּפֶשׁ, וְהַנְּשָׁמָה פָּנִים לָרוּחַ, כְּמוֹ כֵן הֵכִין אוֹר מִמֶּנּוּ יִתְבָּרַךְ אֲשֶׁר דֶּרֶךְ שָׁם יַשְׁקִיפוּ וְיֶחֱזוּ אֶת הָאֱלֹהִים וְלוֹ קָרָא אֲחוֹרַיִים, וְאוֹר עֶלְיוֹן שֶׁהוּא מֻשְׁלָל מֵהַשָּׂגַת נֶפֶשׁ כָּל חַי יִקָּרֵא פָּנִים, וְהוּא אָמְרוֹ וְרָאִיתָ אֶת אֲחֹרָי וּפָנַי לֹא יֵרָאוּ.
1 וראית את אחורי, "you will see My back, etc." The essence of G'd is, of course, not divisible into "front" and "back." G'd is aware of the desire of all His creatures to "see" how His light spells the continued existence of His universe. At the same time it is impossible by definition that any creature can behold this light as it would spell its doom. What did G'd do? He surrrounded His Essence with a kind of "curtain" or screen in order to diffuse the light which would otherwise have proved too blinding. The creation of such a screen created the impression in the beholder that there is something in "front" and something at the "back" of such a screen. When we look at man who is composed of spirit and body, we peceive his body as his "back," and his spirit as his "front", or "face." The "light" that G'd's Essence has made accessible to the spiritually most advanced human being is called "back," whereas the "light" He has screened out is called "front" as it is beyond the screen. This is what G'd meant when He said: "you will see "My Back" but you cannot see "My Face."
בוְאֶפְשָׁר שֶׁרָמַז לוֹ בְּאָמְרוֹ סָמוּךְ לַאֲחוֹרָי תֵּיבַת וּפָנַי, לוֹמַר כִּי גַּם שָׁם הֵם פָּנִים, אֶלָּא שֶׁהֵכִין ה׳ אֲחוֹרַיִים כְּדֵי שֶׁיִּהְיוּ בַּמּוּשָּׂג לַנְּבִיאִים כְּמוֹ שֶׁכָּתַבְנוּ.
2It is also possible that the very mention by G'd of His "face" immediately after mention of His "back," i.e. אחורי ופני, indicated that even the part of Him that He described as "My Back" contained a "face;" however, G'd had arranged that only the rear of that two sided spirit or "light" would be visible so as to provide the prophet with some idea of when he faced a Divine presence.
גוְאוּלַי שֶׁדִּקְדֵּק בְּאָמְרוֹ אֲחֹרָי לוֹמַר שֶׁאֵין הַרְבֵּה פַּרְגּוֹדִים וּמְסָכִים מַפְסִיקִים כַּאֲשֶׁר הֵם בְּעֵרֶךְ הַנְּבִיאִים אֲשֶׁר נוֹכַח ה׳ יַבִּיטוּ, אֶלָּא אֶחָד דַּוְקָא, וְהוּא אָמְרוֹ אֲחֹרָי וְלֹא אֲחוֹרֵי אֲחוֹרָי, וְהַמַּשְׂכִּיל עַל דְּבַר אֱמֶת יִקּוֹד וְיִשְׁתַּחֲוֶה לָאֵל הַגָּדוֹל וִימַעֵט בְּעֵינָיו כָּל עֲבוֹדָתוֹ אֲשֶׁר יַעֲבֹד כְּפִי שִׁעוּר הַמּוּשָּׂג הַמְקֻוֶּה לְנֶפֶשׁ חַיָּה לְמִינָהּ.
3The word אחורי may have been employed to indicate that Moses would be very close to perceiving G'd's Essence, that He did not "hide" behind multiple screens. If there had remained several "screens" between G'd's Essence and Moses, G'd would have spoken of Achorey Achoray, and not simply of Achoray. Any intelligent and sincere servant of G'd will make only minimum eye contact with his Creator [in other words not look at Heaven beseechingly while engaged in prayer. Ed.] when bowing down during prayer.