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Or HaChaim on Exodus 34:29/אור החיים על שמות ל״ד:כ״ט
אוַיְהִי בְּרֶדֶת וְגוֹ׳. אָמַר וַיְהִי לְשׁוֹן צַעַר, לִרְמוֹז מַה שֶׁנִּכְווּ כָּל הַצַּדִּיקִים שֶׁבְּמַחֲנֵה יִשְׂרָאֵל מִמַּעֲלַת מֹשֶׁה אֲשֶׁר עָנְתָה בְּפָנָיו, דִּכְתִיב ״וַיַּרְא אַהֲרֹן וְכָל בְּנֵי יִשְׂרָאֵל אֶת מֹשֶׁה וְהִנֵּה קָרַן״ וְגוֹ׳ (שמות לד:ל).
1 ויהי ברדת משה, "It occurred while Moses descended," The Torah uses the word ויהי which portends something painful because all the righteous people in the camp of the Israelites were "burned" when they observed that Moses' face emitted rays of light.
בבְּרֶדֶת מֹשֶׁה מֵהַר וְגוֹ׳. לֹא נוֹדַע גְּזֵרַת הַכָּתוּב אַיֵּה מְקוֹמָהּ, עוֹד צָרִיךְ לָדַעַת לָמָּה כָּפַל לוֹמַר בְּרִדְתּוֹ מִן הָהָר וְלֹא הִסְפִּיק בְּמַה שֶׁאָמַר בְּסָמוּךְ ״בְּרֶדֶת מֹשֶׁה״ וְגוֹ׳. עוֹד צָרִיךְ לָדַעַת לְאֵיזֶה עִנְיָן הוֹדִיעַ הַכָּתוּב שְׁלִילַת יְדִיעַת מֹשֶׁה בַּדָּבָר קוֹדֶם שֶׁיּוֹדִיעֶנּוּ תְּחִלָּה עִנְיַן קֵרוּן פָּנִים שֶׁיֶּשְׁנוֹ. עוֹד צָרִיךְ לָדַעַת מִי הוֹדִיעוֹ לְמֹשֶׁה כֵּיוָן שֶׁלֹּא יָדַע מֵעַצְמוֹ, וְאִם הוֹדִיעוּהוּ לָמָּה לֹא הוֹדִיעַ הַכָּתוּב סֵדֶר הַהוֹדָעָה.
2ברדת משה מהר סיני, when Moses descended from Mount Sinai, etc. I am not sure why these words appear at this point, neither do I know why the Torah repeated ברדתו מן ההר, "when he descended from the Mountain." Besides, why did the Torah have to emphasise that Moses was unaware of the rays his face gave off before even having told us that his face did radiate light? Furthermore, who did finally tell Moses that his face emitted rays of light? If the people told him, why did the Torah not mention this?
גאָכֵן יִתְבָּאֵר הָעִנְיָן לְפִי מַה שֶׁהוֹדִיעַ הַכָּתוּב אַחַר זֶה כִּי נָתַן מֹשֶׁה מַסְוֶה עַל פָּנָיו בִּתְמִידוּת, זוּלַת בְּעֵת לִמּוּדוֹ. אִם כֵּן יֹאמַר הָאוֹמֵר: לָמָּה לֹא נָתַן מֹשֶׁה מַסְוֶה עַל פָּנָיו בְּרִדְתּוֹ מִן הָהָר בִּזְמַן שֶׁלֹּא הָיָה מְלַמֵּד אֶת יִשְׂרָאֵל תּוֹרָה? לָזֶה אָמַר הַכָּתוּב וּמֹשֶׁה לֹא יָדַע – זֶה הָיָה סִבָּה שֶׁלֹּא נָתַן עַל פָּנָיו מַסְוֶה קֹדֶם, וְרָאָהוּ אַהֲרֹן וְיִשְׂרָאֵל וְהִנֵּה קָרַן עוֹר פָּנָיו. וַעֲדַיִן יִקְשֶׁה עַל זֶה אֵיךְ יִהְיֶה הַדָּבָר שֶׁלֹּא יַרְגִּישׁ בַּעַל חַי בְּדָבָר נוֹסָף בְּפָנָיו, וּבִפְרָט קֵרוּן פָּנִים. לָזֶה הִקְדִּים הַכָּתוּב לוֹמַר הַסִּבָּה שֶׁמָּנְעָה מִמֶּנָּה הַיְּדִיעָה וְאָמַר בְּרֶדֶת מֹשֶׁה מֵהַר – פֵּרוּשׁ, כִּי בִּהְיוֹתוֹ בָּהָר לוּ יִהְיֶה שֶׁיַּרְגִּישׁ בְּהוֹד פָּנָיו יִתְלֶה הַדָּבָר כִּי יַבְהִיקוּ פָּנָיו מֵאוֹר פְּנֵי אֵל הַמְּדַבֵּר עִמּוֹ, וּבְרִדְתּוֹ מִן הָהָר נִסְתַּלֵּק תְּלִיַּת הַרְגָּשַׁת אוֹר פָּנָיו. וַעֲדַיִן תִּקְשֶׁה לָמָּה לֹא הִרְגִּישׁ בְּמֶשֶׁךְ יְרִידָתוֹ? לָזֶה אָמַר וּשְׁנֵי לֻחוֹת הָעֵדֻת בְּיַד מֹשֶׁה בְּרִדְתּוֹ מִן הָהָר – פֵּרוּשׁ, בְּכָל מֶשֶׁךְ רִדְתּוֹ מִן הָהָר, וְלָזֶה הָיָה תּוֹלֶה כִּי מַה שֶׁהָיָה מַרְגִּישׁ בְּפָנָיו הָיָה מֵאוֹר הַלֻּחוֹת אֶל מוּל פָּנָיו יָאִירוּ, וְלֹא יָדַע כִּי קֵרוּן פָּנִים הָיָה קָבוּעַ בּוֹ בְּעוֹר פָּנָיו. וְהוּא אָמְרוֹ לֹא יָדַע כִּי קָרַן עוֹר פָּנָיו, פֵּרוּשׁ, יָדַע בְּקֵרוּן פָּנִים אֲבָל לֹא חָשַׁב שֶׁהָיָה אוֹר קָבוּעַ בְּעוֹר פָּנָיו וְהָיָה תּוֹלֶה בַּלּוּחוֹת שֶׁבְּיָדוֹ, וְזֶה הָיָה סִבָּה שֶׁלֹּא עָשָׂה מַסְוֶה וְרָאָהוּ אַהֲרֹן. וּכְפִי זֶה גְּזֵרַת הַכָּתוּב הִיא וַיַּרְא אַהֲרֹן וְגוֹ׳, כִּי זוּלַת כָּל הַכָּתוּב לֹא הָיוּ רוֹאִים אַהֲרֹן וְיִשְׂרָאֵל קֵרוּן פָּנִים קוֹדֶם שֶׁיִּקְרָאֵם, שֶׁהָיָה שָׂם מַסְוֶה כַּאֲשֶׁר עָשָׂה אַחַר כָּךְ כְּשֶׁהִנִּיחַ מִיָּדוֹ הַלּוּחוֹת וְלֹא נִשְׁאַר בְּמַה לִתְלוֹת, מֵעַצְמוֹ הִרְגִּישׁ מַתַּת אֱלֹהִים כִּי קָרַן עוֹר פָּנָיו וְנָתַן הַמַּסְוֶה תֵּכֶף, בְּסוֹד (משלי כה:ב) ״כְּבוֹד אֱלֹהִים הַסְתֵּר דָּבָר״.
3The whole subject becomes clearer when the Torah reports that Moses wore a veil over his face at all times except when he taught the Torah. The question therefore should have been: "why did Moses not wear a veil over his face at the time he descended from the Mountain?" The Torah answers this question by stating that Moses was unaware that his face emitted rays of light. This is why he had not put on his veil as usual prior to descending from the Mountain. This led to Aaron and the children of Israel observing that his face gave forth a beam of light. This still leaves us with the strange phenomenon that a human being should be unaware that his face emits rays of light. This is especially so if we assume the source of these rays to have been some kind of horn-like protuberance on his forehead? Surely Moses must have noticed that he suddenly possessed such an additional feature? This is why the Torah explained the reason of Moses' unawareness by stating that all of this occurred while he descended from the Mountain and held the Tablets in his hand(s). As long as he had been on the Mountain, Moses had assumed that any radiation of light he noted had originated with G'd who was speaking to him. This light which Moses had assumed to originate with G'd disappeared during his descent. The reason Moses still did not notice that these rays originated in his own face was that he carried the Holy Tablets while descending from the Mountain. He therefore assumed that the light he was still conscious of was emitted by the Tablets. He had no idea that he himself had become a permanent source of such light. When the Torah writes: "he did not know that the skin of his face emitted rays," this does not mean that he was unaware of these rays of light. He was only unaware that the source was neither G'd nor the Tablets but the skin of his own face. This is why he did not cover his face with the veil when Aaron saw him. We may now understand the meter of the verse as follows: "The reason that both Aaron and the children of Israel saw Moses' face emit rays of light was that Moses was unaware of his face being the source of that light; he had therefore neglected to cover his face with the veil he normally wore." As soon as he deposited the Tablets and he became aware that the light had not departed, he realised that he himself was the source of the light and he immediately covered his face with the veil. Moses' wearing the veil corresponds to the mystical dimension of Proverbs 25,2: "It is the glory of G'd to conceal a matter."
דוּבַמִּדְרָשׁ (שמות רבה מז,ו): רַבִּי יְהוּדָה בַּר נַחְמָן אָמַר, כְּשֶׁכָּתַב מֹשֶׁה הַתּוֹרָה נִשְׁתַּיֵּר בַּקּוּלְמוֹס קִמְעָא, וְהֶעֱבִירוֹ עַל רֹאשׁוֹ, וּמִשָּׁם נַעֲשָׂה קַרְנֵי הוֹד, עַד כָּאן. וְדִבְרֵיהֶם זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה סְתוּמִים וַחֲתוּמִים. וְאוּלַי שֶׁיְּכַוְּנוּ לוֹמַר כִּי מָצִינוּ שֶׁמִּדַּת הָעֲנָוָה לְמַעְלָה מִכֹּל, כְּאָמְרָם זִכְרוֹנָם לִבְרָכָה (שיר השירים רבה פ״א): מַה שֶׁעָשְׂתָה חָכְמָה עֲטָרָה לְרֹאשָׁהּ שֶׁהוּא הַיִּרְאָה, דִּכְתִיב (תהלים קיא:י): ״רֵאשִׁית חָכְמָה יִרְאַת ה׳״, עָשְׂתָה עֲנָוָה עָקֵב לְסַנְדָּלָהּ, דִּכְתִיב (משלי כב:ד): ״עֵקֶב עֲנָוָה יִרְאַת ה׳״. וּמָצִינוּ שֶׁהֵעִידָה הַתּוֹרָה עַל מֹשֶׁה (במדבר יב:ג) שֶׁעָנָיו מְאֹד מִכֹּל הָאָדָם, וּכְשֶׁאָמַר ה׳ לִכְתֹּב הַדְּבָרִים מָצִינוּ לוֹ שֶׁלֹּא כָּתַב ״עָנָיו״ אֶלָּא ״עָנָו״ חֲסֵרָה יוֹ״ד, וְאַף זֶה מִן הָעֲנָוָה. וּבִשְׂכַר זֶה זָכָה לְקַרְנֵי הוֹד, כִּי הִפְלִיא בִּרְצוֹנוֹ יִתְבָּרַךְ, גַּם ה׳ הִפְלִיא חַסְדּוֹ לוֹ בְּשַׁנּוֹתוֹ מִכָּל הָאָדָם. וְהוּא מַה שֶׁרָמַז רַבִּי יְהוּדָה בְּאָמְרוֹ נִשְׁתַּיֵּר בַּקּוּלְמוֹס קִמְעָא, וְהוּא אוֹת יוֹ״ד שֶׁהָיָה צָרִיךְ לִכְתֹּב וְלֹא כָּתַב לְרֹב עַנְוָתוֹ, וּמִמֶּנָּה זָכָה כַּנִּזְכָּר.
4Shemot Rabbah 47,6 discusses the source of the light Moses' face emitted, and Rabbi Yehudah bar Nachman claims that after Moses had completed writing down the Torah there was a little ink left over on the quill. Moses touched his forehead while holding the quill. The ink which spilled on to his forehead turned into the rays of light. This is a most enigmatic Midrash. Perhaps the rabbis wanted to teach us that the virtue of humility transcends all other virtues. Compare Shir Hashirim Rabbah 1,9 where "wisdom" is described as fashioning a crown for its head, and that "crown" is understood to be "reverence" for G'd, as per Psalms 111,10: ראשית חכמה יראת השם, "the 'head' of wisdom is fear of the Lord." Thereupon "humility" made a heel for its sandal as it is written (Proverbs 22,4) "the heel" i.e. the consequence of humility is fear of the Lord." We note that the Torah testified (Numbers 12,3) that Moses was the most humble man ever. When G'd asked him to write these words, Moses found himself unable to spell the word עניו as it should have been spelled and he omitted the letter י. Moses was rewarded for this act of humility with the rays of הוד, glory. Seeing that Moses had excelled in pleasing the Lord over and beyond what could be expected of him, G'd in turn performed kindness with him over and above what Moses could ever have expected. We believe that when Rabbi Yehudah bar Nachman in the name of Rabbi Shimon bar Yochai spoke of "left over" ink, he referred to the ink which had been intended for writing the letter י in the word עניו.